My Wish, For You

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Seriously

stop senyum sorang, sorang

baiklah :)

Assalamu'alaiykum happy faces. InshaAllah ^_^

Selamat bertemu umur yang ke dua puluh satu

Sebenarnya lambat sikit post ni.

Maaf ya. baru sempat ber-blogging :)

Umur.

Realizing she's 21. and k.long's 22.

I feel so old.

and sometimes I wonder,

Why we term-ing people who are older than us as,

orang tua.

Why not orang lama?

or orang awal ?

but then we use the term of 'orang dulu, dulu, zaman dulu, terdahulu'

what 'tua' really means?

what about 'old'?

Adakah berbeza?

Once, I told a friend.

I don't want to be twenty.

Meaning?

I didn't mean I want to stop living.

I didn't mean I want to skip twenty and be twenty one terus.

I guess I'm afraid.

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Anyways, wahai kakak-ku. sudah dua puluh satu kan anda?

Alhamdulillah. All praises to Allah.

Kadang kita terfikir, bila birthday,

Apa sebenarnya yang Allah nak bagi tahu?

Kenapa Dia terus memberi kita hari baru?

Kenapa Dia terus beri peluang untuk kita mengumpul angka?

Carilah jawapan untuk setiap hari, setiap embun pagi, yang Allah beri.

Jadi Birthday girl yang sedang ber-imtihan, marilah kita sama, sama mencari erti kehidupan.

I don't remember the very first moment we met.

But I do remember,

some things. some talks. some words. some smiles. some tears

I do remember those moments we played Lion King.

k.ngh as mufasa, k.long simba. sebah nala. haha. mamad scar.

I also remember those moments when we played kaya miskin sederhana.

k.ngh selalu dpt jadi org kaya. k.long sll nk jadi miskin. sebah balance :P

I still remember all those fights and cries

how childish. immature.

I remember the time when you were on my side, even when I was wrong,

and I remember those long nights when we planned not to sleep,

but in the end. syahid semuanya.

Jadi, konklusinya;

itu sahaja. sekian terima kasih.

and

Happy Birthday :)

p.s. k.long, maaf, time birthday awk sebah tak dapat tulis panjang, lebar. Ilham banyak pulak dtg sekarang. Oleh sebab sebah dapat tulis pnjang sekarang. jadi post ni khas untuk awk jugak :D

p.ss. Dear sister, how's your day? how were you coping with yesterday's day? I hope our iman still survive until the end of the day. Bukan lahiriah sahaja. InshaAllah :)

-HandsDown-

love, nusaibah